He is all I need

A friend gave me something about a year ago that has helped me through some of the loneliest times that I've felt.

Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone
To have a deep soul relationship with another,
To be loved throughouly and exclusively.
But God says to a Christian
"No, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled
and content with being loved by my alone.
With giving yourself totally and unreservedly to me.
With having an intense personal and living relationship with me along.
Discovering that only in Me is your satisfaction to be found.
Then you will be capable of the perfect human relationship
That I have planned for you.
You will never be completely united with antoher
Until you are united with me;
-exclusively of anyone or anything else,
-exclusively of any other desires or longings.
I want you to have the best.
PLEASE allow Me to give it to you.
I want you to stop planning and wishing and allow Me
To give you the most thrilling plan existing,
One that you cannot imagine
I want you to have the best so just keep watching Me,
Expecting the greatest things and
Listen and learn the things I tell you

You just wait...
That's all,
Don't be anxious.
Don't worry.
Don't look around at the things ohter have recieved
or that I've given them.
Don't look at the things you THINK you want.
Just keep looked to Me or you'll miss what I want to show you.
And then, when you're ready, I'll surprise you with a love far more
wonderful than any you could dream of.
You see until you are ready,
And until the one I have for you is ready,
(and I am working even at this moment
to have both of you ready at the same time).
Until you are both satisfied exclusively
With Me and the life that I have prepared for you,
You won't be able to experience the love that exemplifies
Your relationship with Me and enjoy materially and concretely the everlasting
union of beauty, perfection, and loved.
Know that I love you.
I am God, know it, and be satisfied!

God loves me more than anyone will ever love me. I have the perfect man in my life already. He'll never leave me, he'll never forsake me. He is jealous for me and wants my full attention. How can I not want to do everything I can to give it to Him? The Creator of the Universe loves me and is jealous for my attention. So I am done wishing for something that God knows I am not ready for. I want nothing less than the plan He has for me. So I will wait, and be patient. His timing is perfect. He is all I need, and I'm giving Him my whole heart, because He will always keep it safe and never break it.


"But in all these things we overwhelmingly conquer through Him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord." -Romans 8:37-39
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